Sheril

lalalaa

2010-06-22T05:52:00.000-07:00

Theres nth for me to update .
Currently at Soraya Hs .

Okey dats it, im done .

lalalaa .

2010-06-17T08:06:00.000-07:00

My blog is dead, totally dead .

In anycase, juz follow me in twitter .

And lastly, i dunt wanna sae i love sumone but instead ..

i shall sae im having a big crush on sumone =) ..

K bye .

lalalaa .

2010-06-08T09:20:00.000-07:00

Ferst ting ferst .

I bought a fcuking new phone for myself recently .

So dats the reason on y i dunt update here cause theres no application for blogger duhh .

Second i cut my hair, but still its freaking hot here in Spore .

I juz dunt understand the weather, seriously .

Third, i didnt get the ticket for the Super Junior Showcase .

yaa of course im dissapointed but i ended up myself in Mlsia on dat dae lols .

So lastly im very very bz with my Korean werld .

So yaa BYE !

lalalaa .

2010-05-27T10:40:00.000-07:00

A W E S O M E .

Super Junior is coming down to SINGAPORE .

My wish is 50% granted, the other 50% will be granted if i manage to get the tickets !

Okey lols, im updatting using the comp ryte now, so the feeling is abit funny lerr .

Aniwae, big suprise for myself tmrw ! HAHAHAHAA .

lalalaa .

2010-05-25T09:46:00.000-07:00

Mit my new SUPER CUTE BF ^^

lalalaa .

2010-05-24T12:54:00.000-07:00

Mit my new SUPER HOT BF ~ ^^

lalalaa .

2010-05-24T08:03:00.001-07:00

6 June everyone . HAHAHAHAH

lalalaa .

2010-05-17T13:30:00.000-07:00

Uhuuu ~

its been some tyme since i last blog . trust me, its gonna be very very long one, easy sae, i miss writting composition, so im doing one now =]

Ferstly, i juz turned sweet "16" last sundae . and for dat i wanna thanks everyone who had wished me =], i appreciate it alot . had an outing with aini and frens to Popeye den Swensens . wanna sae a very very big sorrie to nisa, cha and elaa cause didnt get to mit them on dat dae, will plan another outing soon with suryanti too okey darls ? =]

Okey next, if u guyz been following me on twitter, u guyz should knoe dat my dearly dad gave me BIG suprise few daes before my bdae ~ yes a very very BIG one . He got into bike accident AGAIN . honestly i thought it was juz normal scratches and bruises lyke he had few mths ago, so i had a good laugh when mum pass me the news, but it turned out to be a very so called bad accident when i get to knoe the real details upon reaching the emergency room .

Ohh GOD, i feel so bad for laughing at the news earlier onn . but lucky us, dad was in a stable condition, he even talk abit with us before heading into the Op theatre . rest well dad, u knoe ily ryte ? =]

Enough about the accident, trauma siaa =_= .

Last but not least, i gain a GOOD 4kg sia ! wtf . tanks to myself for neglecting my diet, i cannot alwaes be too good with my stomach now . must get bck to diet, if not later rayerr, makin boom siaa . HAHAHAHA .

Now i better sleep, gonna visit dad early in the afternoon tmrw, heh heh .

lalalaa .

2010-05-11T07:43:00.000-07:00

Dis is the ferst tyme i feel reallie reallie sick .

Hard to breath, feels lyke dying .

Isnt it good if sumone i love be by my side =[

lalalaa .

2010-05-08T13:12:00.000-07:00

Happy Mothers Dae Mum !

Tanks for alwaes being there for me mum !

Tanks for the everyting u had done for me !

Tanks for giving me all ur wonderful love & care !

Lastly, u knoe i Love u ryte ?

No one can ever replace u mum, cause u are my one and onlie mum .

Saranghae Omma ! =]

lalalaa .

2010-05-07T09:44:00.000-07:00

Ive been into werk soo much dat i juz realise this few daes dat its alreadi the mth of MAY .

And it means im turning one year YOUNGER soon .

Dunt care about dat, now im soo damn x1000 stress .

Hur hur, how now ?

I use to have crush on Mr W the ferst tyme we met .

I told everyone his the most Good Looking person on earth .

My heart feels lyke bursting on dat dae .

But the 2nd tyme i met hym, i dunnoe where my feelings go sia .

Hahaaa, no more Korean Superstar, but still his very very nice to me .

As for Mr P, pray hard dat i can see u for the last tyme on Mon !

Okey i miss soo many people now .

Bye !

lalalaa .

2010-05-03T11:10:00.000-07:00

I tink i fall in love with sumone again .

Sumone dat i dunt even knoe his name .

But fortunately, he knoes mine =]

Idk if dis is LOVE or maybe a CRUSH u see .

It started out to be juz a joke, but a joke can be real siaa .

As tyme flies by, i cant even see dat ive started to fall for hym .

But now, when tings starts to happen, i can see the diffrence feelings in myself .

But how now ? Im soo stress .

I hate being force, seriously hate itt .

I wanna go sumwhere else but wat about my feelings ?

Nvrm ..

Dear Mr Papan .

Do you knoe dat u are the ferst person dat makes me realise sumting ?

U are the ferst outsider dat knoes my name and smile widely at me .

I will never ever forget how u call my name and ur sweet smile .

Although it was juz for awhile .

U are my motivation for me to go to werk lols .

Lets juz keep u inside my wonderful memories =] .

Guess who i saw at Admiralty earlier onn ? duhh

Need Jobs ?

2010-04-24T08:07:00.000-07:00

Im currently looking for people who wanna werk :

1] full tyme/part tyme .

2] age 18 and above .

The tyming is flexible .

So theres no worries for those who are still skewling .

If intrested or u wanna knoe more about the job, can juz email me @sheril91@live.com.sg =]

lalalaa .

2010-04-24T04:31:00.000-07:00

YES ! I got promoted . alhamdulilah .

Now i understand the feeling off ..

" having admire at skewl will ..

motivate us to go to skewl everydae " ..

Hahahaa, reason being, ive found sumone dat catches my eyes .

To which Xinni saes he looks lyke an Uncle [ busted btol ] hahahaa .

And Ms Atikah calls hym " Papan " [ lagie busted ] hahahaa .

Idk y but out of so many hot hot hot guys at werk ..

im attracted to his face, HAHAHAA .

Okey look, im attracted to his face, not i lyke hym .

K, im damn tired . GtG .

Btw, i dunt need a fren lyke u, seriously .

lalaalaa .

2010-04-17T12:44:00.000-07:00

16 April 2010 .

No, never did i ever forget dat it was Nisa Bdae on dat dae .
But sadly, i was not the ferst nor the 2nd person to wish her .
I dunt even have tyme to mit her, even for juz awhile .

To Nisaa ,

Im sorrie for not being the ferst one to wish u on ur Bdae .
Im sorrie for not spending tyme with u on ur Bdae .
Im sorrie for not doing aniting special on ur Bdae .
We will mit and have fun together soon okey Darl ? =]]

. . . .

I even had to cancel the plan to mit Dearest Aini and Sorayaa earlier onn todae .
Im so sorrie to the both of u, will mit u gurls and Bestest Frens soon too okey ? =]]

To Ainii ,

When u need sumone, juz beep me okey, no matter how bz i am, i will alwaes spare a tyme for u .
Dunt think too hard on those probs, u still have ur Aunty and us by ur side .
Stay strong =]]

. . . .

Werk was fun, i almost quit juz to get into another job, reason being ~
the manager was SUPERB GOOD LOOKING and his the most nicest person i ever met .
But Thank God, Ms Atikah got me on tyme , and soo here i am still in dat company .
But my mind is still on the Manager , hahaaa wtf .
But sumting strike me earlier todae, i juz dunt get it why with dat feeling sia .
Nvrm, i will juz concentrate on my werk and will juz do my own job down there .

How i wish, Cha is still werking with me .
Nvrm Cha, Ril will take care of ur Mr L, dunt worrie =]]
Or u want me to take care of the Survey guy ? * Hye Sheril, Hye Sheril*
Dpt tau member position tinggi ehk, HAHAHAHA .

Off dae tmrw ! But theres appointment at nyte =[[ .
Might as well i dunt take off sia . hur hur .

K bye ! Btw i feel so shock hearing the news about Arwah Achik Spin =[ .
AL -FATEHAH ~

lalalaa .

2010-04-13T01:44:00.000-07:00

Im having soo much stress nowadaes .

I feel lyke running awae from reality =[

I wonder where's everyone, when i need them .

lalalalaa .

2010-04-10T08:06:00.000-07:00

Im super damn bz dis few daes .

Plus internet connection sux big tyme at home .

So, dats the reason of me not online-ning all this while .

So far, werk was good .

Tanks to Xinni and Ms Zhi Ying for giving me all the confidence .

And of course to my mum also lahh .

Gtg now, lalalalaaaaa .

P/S : Dont tell me, im falling in love again =D

lalaalaa .

2010-04-03T03:29:00.000-07:00

I juz knoe dat im having a so called Solo Syndrome, wtf ryte ? HAHAHAHA
Reason being, Solo Syndrome is a syndrome dat develop from being single for so long .
And dis lead to people ( lyke me who never had a bf before =D) dat has been single for a long tyme to be obsessed with idol groups, such as saving ur fav idol group pics in ur hp/lappy and wherever u wanna save it .

am i reallie in a position to be in this Solo Syndrome group ? Lets check yo ~

Hp Screen Saver : Ryeowook =D
Lenovo Lappy : U kiss =D
Acer Lappy : U kiss =D
Comp : U kiss =D

Ringtone : Promise [ Korean song btw ]
Msg Tone : Binguel Binguel by U kiss
Blog Song : [ its all Korean song in the playlist duhh ]

Okey next come my room, my room is fill with Super Junior pics at one side of the wall and upcoming, there will also be U kiss pics on the other side of the wall, weeee =D

Maybe im more fit to join the Korean Syndrome rather den the Solo Syndrome . HAHAHAHA
Its much more better to not being in love now, im too young for it yo, haa wtf .
But seriously its much more better for me to fall in love with my Korean Idol rather den being in love with scary guys in Spore, LOLS

K enough of my nonsense Solo Syndrome, & all dis tanks to POP IN SEOUL for making me realise dat im having dat Solo Syndrome .

HAHAHAHA &&& i love U KISSSSSSSSSSSSSS (L)

annyeong ~

lalaalaa .

2010-04-01T09:58:00.000-07:00

Happie 20th Bdae Ifan Rosdi !

Okey sumone's getting old now .
Getting old means becoming more mature .
More mature means u knoe how to diffrenciate between wat is ..
wrong and wat is ryte .

Lol, lucky me im still 16 [ k tkmo prasan please Sheril, u are 19 lols ] .
Tomorrow equals to Swimming tyme, wuhooo .
Swimming tyme equals to Granny hs, yeahh .

I randomly follow everyone on twitter, most of them are ... =D

Once again Happie Bdae Ifan =]

lalaalaa .

2010-03-30T08:14:00.000-07:00

Look wat ive juz done ? Ohh GOD
wth ive been thinking sia ?

Now my jantong ar beating very fast siaa .
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Lalalaa

2010-03-27T14:00:00.000-07:00

im starting to tweet tweet again ^^
HAHAHAHA, duhhh

im being greedy ryte now, lols .
using both laptop at the same tyme .

its 5.05am ryte now .
better get going ~

lalaalaa .

2010-03-25T12:28:00.000-07:00

ahh 20 april is still a long wae .
but thinking about it, its better to be dat wae .
cause i dunt want my hair to be ...

my hair ~~ stay strong okey ?
i will be there for u dear hair =[ .
u wont knoe how much ily dear hair .
ive cherished u all dis while dear hair .
i will see wat i can do for u after everyting is done .
okey hair ?

till den stay strong hair :'( ..

lalaalaa .

2010-03-21T09:36:00.000-07:00

I may share my Super Junior with everyone .
But i wont share my U kiss with everyone .
I wont promote them lyke how i promote my Super Junior .
HAHAHAHAHA .

Selfish ? who caress .
I knoe its for everyone to lyke .
But tings dat i dunt wish for happen during the tyme i promote my SJ .
And now, im the one dat feels betrayed =[ .

Dun blame me for not sharing my U Kiss yerr .
Let U kiss fans be sumone dat idk .
HAHAHAHAHA

K bye .

lalaalaa .

2010-03-19T09:33:00.000-07:00

My one & onlie Aini is heading to Brisbane tomorrow .
Please tkcr of urself yer darl, tkmo nottie2 yer pat Negeri orang .
Have fun there, forget all ur probs and enjoy urself okey .
And tkmo luper kter kter die sinie yerr, lagie lagie akuuuu =p .
HAHAHAHAHA

Watever it is, have a safe journey, will be waiting for ur return .
Tapikan, maner lah tauu IF ur plane slh destination, instead of BRISBANE, it landed pat SEOUL ( korea ) .
Tkmo return tauu, tunggu akuu, nanti aku dtg jumpe ko di situ yerr .
HAHAHAHAHA

Nanti kalo pat saner, kalo ader org kejot ko bgn tdo .
Please tkmo ulangi perbuatan yg ko lakukan di KARIMUN semasa aku kejot ko yer .
HAHAHAHA, nanti drg panic lerr .

Lastly, rindu bestest frens tauu, jgn tk rindu =]
Saranghae !

By Super Junior/U kiss GF ; Sheril

lalaalaa .

2010-03-18T09:33:00.000-07:00

I wish i was juz lyke the other hers .
So dat i can look perfect in ur eyes .

On the other hand .
I waited for 9 daes for another 1 more mths .
And dat thingy on my head is still there .
Asshole docs .

Wat if i die tomorrow ?
ish touchwood .
astaufirrullah .

lalaalaa .

2010-03-16T12:26:00.000-07:00

From now onn, dis is my second Super Heroes ^^ .

Wahhh, im in Love with them !

Binguel~ Binguel~ Binguel~ Bingeul ~

lalaalaa .

2010-03-15T15:58:00.000-07:00

Hur Hur =[
Nowadaes everyone is into K - pop .
Now i have to share my Korean BF with another large sum of people =[ .

But i dunt reallie mind duhh .
Cause even when Spore starts to Snow .
I wont and will never get to be with them .
HAHAHAHAHA

But who knoes lahh kan ?
My future husband will be from Korea .
Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh =p

HAHAHAHAHAH . K bye

lalaalaa .

2010-03-13T09:06:00.000-08:00

Chiss ..
Nowadaes, there are soo many Good Looking Guys in ..
Korea of course ^^ ..
HAHAHAHAHA

If onlie i were born in Korea .
Wouldnt it be nice ?

Everydae i can wash my eyes with Good Looking Guyss ...

Super Junior ~
Shinee ~ ( OMG, they are lyke ryte here in Spore now ! )
U Kiss ~
SS501 ~
Cn Blue ~
2Pm/2Am ~
Ft Island ~
Big Bang ~

and many many more lahhh ..

I even feel excited semcm when the news talk about Korea Politics and stuff .
HAHAHAHAHAHA

ahhhhhh, my eyes are cover with all tings related to Korea .
Heaven Shoppp, here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

lalaalaa .

2010-03-12T08:04:00.000-08:00

Currently at Granny hs .

Im happy to be here but im not happy with my period .
It reallie came at the wrong tyme .
And the best part is, i didnt bring along my pills, ohh wtf .
And here i am ryte now in P A I N !

I had alot off fun yesterdae with the SILIANS .
Everyting was enjoyable minus my sudden attack of headache .
DUHHHHHH

Okey im totally in pain ryte now .
Will update more tomorrow perhaps .

Lalalaa .

2010-03-10T07:50:00.000-08:00

afterall im still a normal human being .

keep falling in love no matter how hard i prevent from it .

but this tyme round, i fall for the wrong person .

hur hur, how ?

lalaalaa .

2010-03-02T01:20:00.000-08:00

Haaa yeah atlast ive finished watching this Drama above !
I knoe Singapore is still airing dis show and trust me its still gonna be a long long wae lerr.
I dunt wanna spoil the atmosphere by sharing wat happen at the end soo ..
the onlie ting i can sae is, i cried towards the ending, k dahh dats all .
HAHAHAHAHA .

lalaalaa .

2010-03-01T06:55:00.000-08:00

Heaven shop complete all my need about my Korean Heroes !
Im damn lucky to have this shop located around my house area .
And im soo gonna get everyting, i mean everyting, not onlie Super Junior but every Korean Heroes of mine .
HAHAHAHAHA .

And im soo in LOVE with Acer webcam, so damn clear, unlyke my Lenevo lerr .
But still i Love my Lenovo laptop though, cause dat is my everyting lerr .
Aper nyer tidak , Super Heroes and my other Korean Heroes are all safely kept in there =]

K gonna start my main point here .
I wanna sae a big big THANK YOU to Aini Kemetot for ;

- accompanying me to Heaven Shop on both yesterdae and todae, HAHAHAHA .
- accompanying me to my interview .
- lending me ur laptop for my resume .
- giving me tips about wearing high heels [ uh yelar, skrg kaki ku melecet ehk, HAHAHA ]

and many other tings lahh, and yaa tanks for letting me scrible on ur notebook .
Sumwhere sumhow [ ceydebahh ], ur notebook gives me idea to compose bck all my fav songs, HAHAHA .
Ehk and not to forget ! Tanks for letting me knoe ur fren yg dlm dunie KOREA tu jgk ehkk, tak sia2 ku teman ko tadie, HAHAHAHAA, ader jgk org bobal KOREA ngan ku, lerrr .

K bye, Korea Land tymeee .

Hope i pass the interview, haishhh =/

lalaalaa .

2010-02-26T07:10:00.001-08:00

Hansem siaaa * wink wink * ^^ ..
Ehk wait, i still and forever love my Korean Guyss okey.
Ler, i remember saying dat when im in " love " with Ohh Lukman not long ago .
HAHAHAHAHAHA .

Nvrm, since im adapt with the phrase " people changed ", so do their " feelings " .
So i guess there will never be a prob of me breaking other people heart, be it fantasy or even reality ryte ?
Cause dat is wat i learn when i ferst fall in love .
Love is all about breaking people heart .
Love makes one suffer .
Love is a pain .

Dun blame me for saying all dis
cause dat is wat ive learned through my journey of falling in love .
People might sae, im still so young, theres still plenty of tyme to fall in love again .
But to me, at a young age ive olreadi feel being hurt badly, it might be harder for me in the future since im not even 20 yet .

Haa, enough about this love shit .
Being in Love in my fantasy werld is much more worth it den in reality .

K bye, LOVE LYKE THIS okey kids .

lalaalaa .

2010-02-25T21:53:00.000-08:00

" Super Junior’s Eunhyuk diagnosed with swine flu . "

Chiss, never cross in my mind dat one of my Superheroes will land in this situation .

Super Heroe Eunhyuk ahh, get well soon yaa !

[ as if his gonna read dis, lerr ]

2010-02-24T11:42:00.000-08:00

Juz take it dat i never exist people .
No more reason to move onn with lyfe .

Lalalaa .

2010-02-19T05:52:00.000-08:00

Its tyme for a change now, Good Bye Nails ! hahaa .
MIA ? Nahh not MIA but instead MIK [ Missing In Korea ] duhh lols .

Since the dae im trapped into my Korea Werld, idk how many tymes i fall in love .
Hahaa, if i were state down every Korean Idol dat makes me go crazy, it might olreadi be as thick as Harry Potter Book, lerr .

Everyone in the house is asleep, and its juz 10.10pm on a fridae nyte .
B O R I N G !

Lalalaa .

2010-02-10T07:20:00.000-08:00

Happie Bdae Choi Siwon !

Duhh, it was Hangeng Bdae yesterdae, and now its Siwon .

If im not wrong, SNSD Sooyoung Bdae is also todae, lerr .

K bye !

Frankly dis blog gonna die soon .

Lalalaa .

2010-02-09T05:29:00.000-08:00

Happie Bdae Hangeng !

Hope dat everytings gonna be alryte and come bck soon to Super Junior .

Saranghae

Lalalaa .

2010-02-08T06:04:00.000-08:00

" It will onlie hurts when u start pretending it doesnt .. "

lalaalaa .

2010-02-04T23:34:00.000-08:00

Period pain is reallie killing me ryte now .
Why must dis happen everytyme u "come by" period ?
Do u intend to kill me by making me suffer lyke dis ?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !@#$%^&*()_

Lalalala

2010-02-02T23:53:00.000-08:00

“Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry.”

Love does makes one suffer yaa ..

Opaa .. Saranghae ?

lalaalaa .

2010-02-02T09:09:00.003-08:00

Happie 22th Bdae Cho Kyuhyun !

It was hard for me to remember all this 13 ( maybe 12 not 13 ) lovely SuperHeroes bdae .
But Thank God i can remember each and everyone of their bdae, lerr .

I knoe its not important to u guyz but its important to me, duhh .
Gonna continue watching my Korean drama .

Btw Lydia Cousy,
i promise i will mit u wen the next tyme u werk morning shift, okey lovely ?
werk hard okey ! key 76 alwaes ! =]

Saranghae ! ~ mani mani hae =]

lalaalaa .

2010-01-29T08:01:00.000-08:00

Korea .

Dat is all im thinking ryte now, nth else .
Even gonna watch Korean Drama after dis, lerr .

Btw, my hp is bck on service, so now u can beep me as per normal .
It may be bck in service, but the " korean " guy is restricted okey .
Tkmo prasan Korea okey boy . My Superheroes is 1000x cuter/hansem/sweet den u okey .

Kalo tk puas atie, den blang okey boy .

Key 76 !

2010-01-28T13:22:00.000-08:00

I was about to enter my Korean Land when suddenly sumting pop out from my mind .
And its Key 76, hahaa .

Whenever Key 76 pass by my mind, i tend to remember these bunch of poeple ;

Lelaki " Gemok"
Prempuan " Rambut "
Yza [ the one dat we thought was a malay gerl but turns out to be a phill lerr ]
" Mataer " Yza
Lelaki " Jahat " [ was it lelaki jahat ? i cant remember lerr ]
Lelaki " Hansem "
Lelaki " Cine yg baek "
Nyonya " Garang "
Prempuan " Seluar tinggi "

Hahaa, was dat all Lydia Cousy ? I bet u must encounter more off those " weird " people at werk, hahaa .
Speaking about dis werk, although theres many different races at dat werk place, they still have one ting in mind, which is ;

Key 76 [ hahaaaa ] .

Okey okey, maybe no one [ except Lydia of couse ] will understand all dis shit dat ive type, lols .

K, im done, btw in my heart there will onlie be ... ;

S U P E R J U N I O R =]

lalaalaa .

2010-01-27T07:58:00.000-08:00

My schedule ryte now is super sux .
I hate it but theres nth i could do lerr .
Lets see how far i can goo .

Do you knoe dat lately ive been dreaming about u ?
Do you knoe dat lately ive been missing u ?
Do you knoe dat lately ive been thinking about u ?
Do you knoe dat lately my mind is all about u ?
Do you knoe all dat ?

ahhh fcuk fcuk .
I must get rid of those thoughts above .

Key 76 anione ? [ hahaaa, Lydia Cousy should understand wat i mean, lols ]

lalaalaa .

2010-01-25T08:28:00.000-08:00

Instead of following the direction board, i followed my heart to reach my destination for todae, tank God, i arrived safely, but good tings will not alwaes be by my side, reason being, instead of heading to the " to woodland " section, i end up arriving at " to harbourfront "section, wth ril .

So is there any other Singaporeans who is as blur/stupid/slow [ juz name it ] as me ? duhh

Sumtymes i do feel sad when people around me keep taking about their BFs ..
reason being ...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...

My Bfssss are soo busy in Korea till they dunt have tyme for me, hahahaaa .

K bye, im super damn tired ryte now .

lalaalaa .

2010-01-22T10:22:00.000-08:00

Since im bored ryte now, ill juz post some random tings, lerr .

My wish ;

1 .Vacation to Korea [ to stay there all my lyfe if possible, lerr ]
2. Marry a Korean Guy [ lalalalala ]
3. Super Junior come to Spore for Asia tour Concert [ praying hard it will happen ]
4. Spent tyme with Bestest Frens/Fcukers/Cousins and whoever im missing ryte now .
5. Lose more weight .
6. Be more taller .
7. Money come rolling itself [ duhh ]
8. Snow in Singapore [ as in REAL snow coming down from high above ]

I cant possibly list down everyting ryte now, it wont come to an end, theres soo many wish im wishing ryte now, but dis is the top ones in the wish list, lols, actually theres one more, but juz let me be the onlie one to knoe, heh heh heh .

Lydia Cousy ;

Remember tau, juz call my house if theres aniting u wanna talk about, especially about dat "werk", hahaa, if they bully you, you better tell me tauu, im gonna get my revenge on dat sumone dat cause my nose to be running all dae long, hahaa, u should knoe wat i meant ryte ? lols . [ Hint = Key 76 ] hahahaaaa, wth, lols .

Saranghae

lalaalaa .

2010-01-20T07:53:00.000-08:00

Had fun with Lydia Cousy last tues, we went job hunting, we travel almost everywhere we could despite the lazyness in uss, hahaa . Thank God, we received good news from onlie one ( yes onlie one, lols ) of the manager of the "many" jos we applied, lols .

Btw did i tell u guyz dat im the most happiets person on earth ryte now ? hahaa, my phone stop its service at the very very very ryte moment, dats mean im free from sumone irritating out there, butt not until my phone start its service again, lerr, but who cares, the most important ting is ryte now, im far far awae from sumone dat claims his hair and watsoever cam org korea ehkk ? tsk tsk tsk, i dun care how u looks lyke, cause no one is perfect in dis werld but stop saying dat u looks lyke or ur watever looks lyke a korean guy, cause the fact is ur not !

U knoe, infact everyone around me knoes dat one of my wish is to marry a korean guy, if i sae a korean guy means a korean guy not sumone from singapore dat looks lyke a korean guy or sumone in singapore dat has the same hairstyle lyke the guyz in korea, tkmo prasan okey boy . U are reallie wasting my tyme all dis while, pffft .

And yess people, its gonna be hard for u guyz to contact me now, the onlie person who has my house phone num is Nisaa, ive yet to give it to Ainii cause i forget, lols, so if theres a need to contact me, juz wait for me to online orr ask Nisa for my num, lols .

K bye, im done .

lalaalaa .

2010-01-17T00:45:00.000-08:00

Supposingly was to mit Aini after she finish her werk, but i was too sick to get up from bed after taking all kind of medcines earlier onn, soo with her having fever and me having flu and all other kinds of other illness, i cancel our plan as our sickness will bring virus to the werld, lerr .

Ryte now, im coughing lyke wth gtuu ehkk, my chest pain lyke hell after coughing too much since last year, yess last year, its been soo long ive been coughing lyke mad, sumore my throat pain lyke as if theres shrap knife in there and plus my head hurt soo much, tanks to the non stop cough =_= .

Once i recover from all dis sickness, im gonna ........ dye my hair again, lerr, my hair colour fade soo much duhh and soo its tyme for another hair doo, lerr .

K dabess bye .

17th January 2010 @ 5.11pm .

Saranghae

Super Junior

2010-01-16T08:19:00.000-08:00

Happie Bdae Kangin SuperHeroe(s) =]

My date and tyme sucks big tyme down here .
This post is on 17th January @ 12.41am btw .

Saranghae

lalaalaa .

2010-01-16T02:01:00.001-08:00

It juz feels so hurt thinking about it .
No, its not bcause of Super Heroes performing in Manilla duhh .
Its juz about me, my feelings .

If onlie ive never been hurt badly before, it will never be dis wae now .
It feels so sucks having dis feelings, so suckish .

On the other hand, it might be abit late to sae dis ;
Congrats to all my wonderful cousins/frens who make it to Poly =] .
Werk hard and dun be lyke mee, heh heh heh .

Ive give upp on skewl, especially ITE, go and die okey .
It might be late to sae dis, but i regret quitting nyte class, if not i might olreadi received Diploma cert =[ .
Serve u ryte ril for not taking ur studies seriously, lerrrrr .

And yaa, not forgetting, Happie 13th Bdae 2nd Sister, hope dat u will be less irritating dis yr, thanks, lols .

Saranghae

lalaalaa .

2010-01-15T06:39:00.000-08:00

PULP Live Productions Presents:

What: SUPER JUNIOR SuperShow 2 Asia Concert Tour Live in MANILA
Where: Araneta Coliseum
When: April 10, 2010 (Saturday)
Time: gates open at 5pm
Show starts at 7pm
Duration: 3 hours

Im soo jealous, Philippines ELF got to mit them ..
I wonder when they gonna come to Spore =[

lalaalaa .

2010-01-12T03:12:00.000-08:00

Gonna share some love with the people dat i love todae, lerr

Bestest Frens and my so called Fcukers are the most important people in my lyfe beside my family of course .
They never failed to make me smile, laugh and watever lahh, juz name itt, they are the best .
I use to have my Loved Lyfe, but idk why but we seems to be drifted apart now, as in we are not so closed lyke before, but its okey, in my heart they are still my Loved Lyfe =] .

Idk why i have the feeling to post all dis, maybe its bcause i wanna tanks u guyz for alwaes being there for me when i need sumone, being there for me when im down, being there for me when im alone and much more, never in my lyfe i encounter such a wonderful, loving frens lyke u guyz, totally u guyz are the best in my lyfe .

May we have a much more blissfull frenship and more wonderful outing in 2010, insyallah, aminn =] .

Its been lyke everydae im blogging, lols .
K wait, i forget one ting, there is another group of people dat i love, how can i be such a fool to forget my dear SUPERHEROES =] .

K im done, gonna, i dunnoe gonna do wat next, lerr .

Saranghae

lalaalaa .

2010-01-11T06:49:00.000-08:00

I want, i must, i need to lose eight, as in more and more weight, recently i started to gain bck those weight dat ive lost, hahaaa wth .

See those fatss in the pics ? im stress over it now, duhhh .
U dunt wanna mit ur special sumone with this kind of body ryte ?
So do i, and soo i need to immediately start my diet bck lerr .
Ahhh, if onlie i start worrying about my weight at an earlier age, there wont be a prob now =[

Saranghae ?

lalaalaa .

2010-01-10T13:21:00.000-08:00

Im dead tired from doing everyting lerr .
Its 5.22am now & ive juz finish my shower, lols .
Ryte now, waiting for mum to finish her shower and den im off to other werld .

Watever it is, im dragging mum to sleep with me until she fix the curtain up .
Lyke hello, my room window is much more longer den the living room window .
Dun expect me to sleep there alone with the big window beside me without its "clothes" lerr .

I found out all my long lost diary while arranging the wardrobe earlier onn .
There was dis diary with the cover LOVE on itt, and when i open it, i started to laugh at myself .
Now i knoe how emo i was last tyme (lols), i didnt even remember dat i had dat diary .
It even had blood on it, hahaa ! wth was i possibly doing at dat tyme siaa, hahaaa !
Now i knoe the use of a diary, to let us remember about our past tyme, lerr everyone knoes dat lerr =_= .

Recently ive been contacting sumone but nahh my heart is only meant for u should knoe who =p
But i rather contact Mr A rather den dis sumone, Mr A is much more gentleman ? noo, ermm caring ? noo, erm i dunnoe how to explain dis but overall Mr A is sumone dat every gerl wants, somesort lyke dat lahh, but the ting is, its hard for me to be in another relationship ryte now, its been soo hard for me all dis while, nvrm, " kalo sampai jodoh ku bertemu dgn seseorg, sampai lahh, ( maner tau jodoh ngan org Korea, lols =p ) " hahaa, ceyy mlayu halal lerr, tak sia2 amek O level, lol .

Kk, before the owner of the internet shut down his/her comp, i better start searching for Superheroes videos, den i can have a goodnyte sleep =]

Saranghae

Lalalalaa .

2010-01-09T04:03:00.000-08:00

It does feels good to be home, lols .

Currently at grandma house, gonna officially move out tonyte .

Ive still yet to adapt to the new house surrounding lerr .

Internet still has a long wae to be installed there .

My hp gonna die soon .

Im not sure where people can find me if they need to reach me lerr .

Pandai2 krg lahh yerr .

Currently feeling quite down .

Not sure why ? maybe bcause period is here kot dats y moods keep changing .

I need Khairunnisa Yusoff lerr =[ ...

I dunt care animore to watever happening around me .

Im sorry Mr A for nott msging u, its juz dat im bz dis few weeks, lols .

Too bz dat i forget about everyting but one ting for sure, i wont and never forget Superheroes, heh heh heh, kk dabes ..

Need to continue clearing out stuffs under the bed now .

Saranghae people =]

lalaalaa .

2010-01-05T09:12:00.000-08:00

Lol, should i call dis a miracle or juz dat im lucky dat theres internet connection here ?
Miracle kot ? cause God knoe dat i cant sleep without seeing my Superheroes, haa, k lame .

My previous post ? juz ignore lahh, lyke i sae, juz a sudden random feeling .

I miss Granny =[, i miss sleeping with her, i miss talking to her everynyte before sleeping, its onlie 2 daes i left her and i feel lyke crying ler, wat more the rest of the daes coming lerr, granny come here soon, imy =[ .

My body feels lyke breaking apart lerr, i clean the whole kitchen all by myself and im dead tired now .
But still, im gonna have fun with superheroes ferst before entering another land, heh heh .

Saranghae people .

lalaalaa .

2010-01-03T23:28:00.001-08:00

Wish me luck people for tomorrow interview =]
I wont be online - ning dis few daes i guess .
Cause ive got no other choice but to overnyte at the new house lerr .
Juz beep me if u need to reach me yaa, lols .

I tried my best to hide my feelings from you .
I can lied to everyone about my feelings .
But i cant lied to myself .
I made a vow to myself to forget u and to totally ignored u .
But dat nyte, when u text me to mit .
I cant help myself but to agree cause ,
dats the onlie tyme i can see ur smile and hear ur voice ,
which ive been missing all dis while even if its onlie for ahwhile .
Cause i knoe dat tyme will never happen again as u have sumone new in ur lyfe ,
which i guess u love soo much .
Maybe its better if i keep everyting to myself .
I thought i was strong all dis while but it turns out to be the other wae round .
I throw all those vows dat ive made about u far awae cause ,
i remember, till now i remember dat i once saes dis to you ,
" ill be there when u need me/sumone, anytyme, cause ily "
But i guess now, we will juz drop down the werd ily cause ,
its been ahwhile since everytings over and it will turn out to be ,
" ill be there when u need me/sumone, anytyme, cause u use to be sumone special in my lyfe "
Enough saes about everyting, now everyone knoes how i feel, im sorry if i ever
dissapoint any of u guys, maybe its juz a random feelings im feeling ryte now .

Although ive let out everyting here, ill let out another feeling too .
Dat is, although im hurt in any waes, ill still remember and love my ,
" SUPERHEROES " =]

Saranghae

lalaalaa .

2010-01-03T01:53:00.000-08:00

Finally i had my long beauty sleep .

Good idea from yesterdae post was a success, lols!
And im all alone now at home and theres no food, baek perr, tkper diet .

Gtg continue packing up my stuff (while listening to Superheroes song) heh heh heh =]

Saranghae people

lalaalaa .

2010-01-02T07:16:00.000-08:00

Im save for tonyte, if not i need to shift all the packed tings to the new house, duhh, mum doesnt knoe the werd T I R E D sia, juz got home from tampines and spent the whole dae there and still wanna do all those shifting todae, lucky me atleast she knoe the werd LAZY, lols .

But still i have to wake up early again for tomorrow, ohh i wonder when i can get my beauty sleep lyke i use to have, hur hur hur, i shall act sick tomorrow, or maybe ignored all the people dat wake me up, good idea ril, duhh .

I dun care eh eh eh eh eh , i dun care eh eh eh eh eh .

My heart beat faster whenever i came across ur pics, so this is wat they called love ? hahaa lols .

Saranghae =]

lalaalaa .

2010-01-01T07:37:00.000-08:00

I dun feel lyke doing aniting lerr, from last week ive been aiming to sleep at home the whole tyme, but i juz cant, theres soo many tings dat have to be done, ahhhhhhhhhhhh =[ .

Yesterdae when out, juz now went out, tomorrow and sundae will also be going out, mondae gonna start painting the house, den bla bla bla busy with the new house, next sat goona move in there, plus ive not yet clear my clothes and ya other stuff under the bed and inside the store room too, wahhhh matie ler ginie =[ .

Skewl ? waiting for the interviewer to call me, duhh .

Need to be ready by 9am tomorrow morning, wth .
Let me satisfied myself now with my Superheroes ferst before heading off to Korealand =]

and yaa did i tell u dat sumone is getting more and more good looking ? hahaa, much more better den his cute image though, lols .

Saranghae people

lalaalaa .

2009-12-31T09:28:00.000-08:00

Happie New Year everyone !
Its 2010 now, and its tyme for a change ( hahahaa, mcm phm, tkder makne nyer )

And ya Happie Bdae to one of my Superheroes ; Lee Sungmin <3>

I swear i had alot of fun laughing todae, one of the most memorable wae to end up 2009, hahaa .
Pics are up with Sorayaa and Makolyn ( aini cousin ), will update soon in facebook i guess .

Guess who's the ferst person ive met in early hrs of 2010 beside my family member ?
I bet u wont knoe who, lols =p

Saranghae people

lalaalaa .

2009-12-30T07:33:00.000-08:00

Where can i find sumone lyke hym (above) in Spore ?
Heh heh heh, okey people, im not talking about his posture btw, its onlie dat i find hym sizzling hot in this shot, hahaa, watever lahh, i may be thinking wat ur thinking, heh heh heh lols .

I still love my Superheroes btw or maybe i might increase from 13 to a higher num, hahaaa, okey no ! 13 is more den enough lerr, lols . Forever Superheroes ; Super Junior .

Hahaa, kk enough of my Korea ..

Happi Bdae Dearie Azar =] .

Hahaaa, see ! his being a good Husband, gonna bring me over to Korea for Honeymoon lols . 3 more yrs dude, another 3 more yrs, lols .

Gonna have fun tomorrow with bestest frens, uhuuuu =p .

Saranghaee people .

lalaalaa .

2009-12-29T07:24:00.000-08:00

I dun feel lyke doing aniting tomorrow lerr, feeling soo damn tired ryte now . Ive still not yet finish packing all my stuff, im half wae packing up all the clothes in the cupboard, dat does not include other stuff under the bed and inside the store room, wahhh, soo many tings lerrr .

Any kind person willing to do all these ting for me ? in return ermm, i will perform for u Superheroes Sorry Sorry, hahaa, duhhh .

I gained bck my 2kg, wtf . 2kg, u will be gone by tomorrow, bye bye ehk .

Gonna wash up and den off to Koreawerld ..

&& i cant wait for thurs =p

Saranghaee

lalaalaa .

2009-12-28T13:43:00.000-08:00

I almost forget dat im sharing the same dream with hundred thousands of people out there .
But who cares, its juz another impossible dream for me to achieve, so lets juz dream people ..
Dream onnn ...

On the other hand, im the most saddest person on earth yesterdae, the most most most saddest moment i ever had .
I felt soo lost ..
Soo lost dat i dun wanna live animore .. lerr

Nahh, of course its not about love ..
My love is onlie for Superheroes, so dat should not be a prob, not even a feeling of lost when it comes to Superheroes, ermm maybe lost of mind kot for dat, duhhh .

Hey boy boy boy boysss (x13), saranghaee <3>

lalaalaa .

2009-12-27T09:04:00.000-08:00

Its coming .
Second thought about it, im gonna miss everyting here .
Sharing the same bed with granny, the toilet, the onlie mirror in uncle's room and the everyting in the house .

2 yrs has passed and im gonna miss all the surrounding here .
3 more daess, ahhh so fasttt .

On the other hand, tomorrow's gonna be the result dae .
Ohh God, i hope nth unexpected gonna happen . *praying hard*

And tomorrow gonna be hectic too, with me and the sistasss packing everyting upp alone since our parents are bz werking, * da tau nak pindaa, abe tknk amek off, duhh *

Gonna continue watching my taiwan drama . Taiwan ehkk not Korea, lerr .

Saranghaee =]

Super heroes <3

2009-12-26T08:28:00.000-08:00

My superheroes <3>

Im bored to death ryte now . So instead of doing sumting dat is unuseful, im posting pics of my superheroes starting from their debuts daes till now which is much worth it den doing nth, lerr .

See how much they changed from being a cute cutie guy to being a manly strong man, hahaa . I feel so blessed knowing them, hahahaahahahah although they dun knoe me, duhhh .

I love Superheroes <3 woooooooooo =p

Better stop now or else dis blog gonna be full of my nonsense .

PS ; Nisaaa ! i knoe wat u did last nyte after werk ! hahahahha ! lols

Saranghaeee .

Dissapointed .

2009-12-25T10:35:00.000-08:00

dissapointed .

dats all i could sae for ryte now .

lalaalaa .

2009-12-25T08:43:00.000-08:00

Chicken rice .
Because of fever, i need to eat sumting heavy for medicine .
And soo dats how chicken rice appear in my lyfe todae, duhh .

Sorrie sorrie sorrie sorrie .
Duhh, nths gonna happen to my Superheroes .
They will and forever be 13 ( 15 please ) .

Coldddddddddddddd ~

lalaalaa .

2009-12-22T09:26:00.000-08:00

Its 3.56am now .

Dad knoes im on a diet and he still happily eating Nasi Sambal Goreng ryte now, trying to make me jealous . And the onlie ting he brought home for me was HL choco milk .

Diet does make u suffer lerr .

Soo restless ryte now, feels lyke dying =( .

lalaalaa .

2009-12-21T09:54:00.000-08:00

Not enough of all the sick dat i had few weeks ago till now, major headache came and join in lerr . Tanks to medcine, im feeling sleepy and im all ready for bed now but the ting is i cant sleep, feeling sleepy but cannot sleep, weird ryte ? duhh .

Dis week onwards im gonna be totally bz ler, from packing tings and buying tings for new house to cleaning/painting and bla bla bla for new house and lastly skewl admission . Praying hard dat ill get the ferst choice, i wanna study real hard ryte now ( hahaa, mcm phm jer ) .

I reallie hope nths gonna happen to my dear Superheroes, lets pray hard dear E.L.Fs <3>

Saranghaee

Bdae .

2009-12-20T11:00:00.000-08:00

Happie 19th Bdae Ahqi !!!

Gee Gee Gee Gee Gee !

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry !

Im so sorrie but i love you bla bla bla .

Tell me tell me te te te tell me !

Hahahaa ! Saranghaee bestest frens =)

lalaalaa .

2009-12-18T09:01:00.000-08:00

I had soo much funn todae, but it could have been much more fun if onlie everyone was there, but its okey, we still had alot of fun though . Juz eaten up all the medicine few mins ago, so it means anytyme from now, i can doze off olreadi, lols .

While waiting for my eyes to get reallie reallie sleepy, currently chatting with Nisa darling and Fazielahh bebeh, heh heh heh . Okey ryte now, aishah darl msg me saying dat Super Junior M is on tv, and omg its the ferst tyme im seeing them on Tv !! hahaa,So currently now chatting with aini darl and fazielahh bebeh, msging with aishah darl and talking on the phone with Nisa darl, heh heh heh and watching my Super Junior M on tv !!! lalalaaaa .

Im too happie ryte noww till idk wat to update !! ill update another tyme yaa . Photos are stiil with ahqi btw, heh heh heh ...

Saranghaeee

lalaalaa .

2009-12-16T05:48:00.000-08:00

I wanna grow taller ler, it use to be 157, den it changed to 154 and now 152, wth ! I thought we were supposed to grow taller ler not grow shorter . Im the 2nd oldest in the pic and look at my height ler, since i made an effort to lose weight, therefore i need to made an effort to grow taller too ler .

But how ? Nvrm, when i get the ans to grow taller, i will onlie share it with dearest Aini, heh heh heh .

lalaalaa .

2009-12-14T09:31:00.001-08:00

I end up shopping for clothes and beg instead of Super Junior Cds, heh heh heh . Nvrm, next mth allowance will all be used for Super Junior, gonna shop everyting at Super Junior blogshop, lols .

Okey Okey, since people around me are all irritated with my Korea werld, especially my dearest bestest frens, ill stop talking about them whem im with u all yerr, see i love my bestest frens, so im doing everyting for them, hahahahahaha .

But watever it is, i still love my Super Heroes, lets see how long it will go on yeah, hahaaa .

Im dead tired nowwwwwwwwwwwwww ..

Lalalala

2009-12-13T06:40:00.000-08:00

Its been months since i last shop for clothes and stuff . But im so tempted to buy ;

Super Junior The 2nd Asia Tour Concert - Super Show 2 CD
Price: $27

Super Junior - M 1st Mini Album - Super Girl (CD+DVD)
Price: $30

Super Junior - Super Show DVD
Price: $50

Super Junior Movie DVD Repackage
Price: $55

but at the same tyme, i wanna more clothes and more beg lerr .

:]

2009-12-12T07:10:00.000-08:00

My happiness doesnt stop there (regarding to previous post), reason being, i get to knoe dat one of my cousin sort of werking close with the Korean entertainment, and yess he did mit up with the group of Koreans idol yesterdae at fort canning for rehearsal .

He told us dat out of all those K pop idols, SS501 and SNSD (if im not wrong) has the highest chances coming to Singapore and for Primadonnas (Ft Island fans), ur dearly fav idol will be having their concert soon in Singapore .

I wonder when Super junior will come :[, if im rich, for sure im gonna invite my dearly Super Heroes here in Singapore, im gonna sponsor everyting, hahaaa ! One dae maybe, juz dat one dae, lols .

Since im a shy type person (ler), i didnt exchange num with cousin, but but but ! my dearly smangat sister exchange num with hym, and soo he promised dat he will update us if theres any concerts or fan meeting of K pop idol in Spore and dats meant free tickets for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! heheee, ohh boy im soo happie ryte now, atlast theres sumone related to me is werking close with things dat i love :] .

My two aunty and cousins gonna be in Korea next week, tanks too Mom i cant join them :[, nahh its okey anywae cause when i tink about it, soon im gonna marry sumone in Korea, and soo forever ill be in Korea in future and soo no worry of not going to Korea now . Hahahaa , okey okey im done, lols .

Saranghaee :]

Super Junior

2009-12-11T05:49:00.000-08:00

You’ve been on the tour the past couple of months for the Super Show. Why isn’t Singapore one of your stops?

Leeteuk: Well yeah, we’ve actually been going to a lot of other places in Asia. We did the first show in Thailand, and we’re planning nine more stops. We’d actually have loved to make a stop at Singapore. Why haven’t you called us?!

Ahhh I see. Our bad. Don’t worry. I’ll be sure to speak to my boss about it.

Super Junior: YEAH!!!

Once again, im the most happiest person in the werld and yess i did found out a shop at CWP selling Super Junior things, so dats double my happiness ! yahoooo

Ryte now, at this pint of tyme, my dearly Superheroes are preparing for their Super Show 2 at China, if onlie i can go, hahaa .

Hwaiting yoo Super Junior ~

Saranghaeyo ^^

Loved .

2009-12-10T12:20:00.000-08:00

Ft Island arrives in Spore not long ago in the evening juz now, fangirls screams their voice out welcoming them at the airport (while my sister screams to herself infront of the lappy ler), i should be going to fort caning dis Sat with my " K pop" lover frens to watch them but tanks to a family gathering i had no choice ler, haizz, not onlie Ft island would be there, some of Korean Superstar will be there too, Brown eyed Girl and ya remember Woo bin sunbae in F4 ? (Korean version of Boys over Flower of course ler)he will be there too along with his group member T-max ...

Ahhh, im soo gonna regret for not going and meeting them especially Kim Joon aka Woo Bin sunbae (above), usually family gathering should be on a Sundae, why must they make it on a Saturdae ? ahhh heart pain siaa, hahaa nvrm atleast i can mit my cousinss ..

In conclusion, i dun have the need to argue with mum for not going to the family gathering cause i will be going to the family gathering instead of the concert ler, it might be a regret for me for not meeting Kim joon and other K pop idol but its okey cause my Superheroes are not going to be there ^^, unless if my Superheroes are going to be there on dat date, i guess u should knoe either im going to choose Superheroes or family gathering, heh heh heh heh =p .

To make my blog meaningful, starting from todae, beside updating about my lyfe, i will also be updating about K pop idol, hahaa, lerr .

One dae

2009-12-10T06:35:00.001-08:00

One dae, juz dat one dae .

Ill juz pray dat dis feelings will last till forever .

On the other hand, i will wait .

Wait till the dae come .

Dat will be the most happiest dae in my lyfe .

Juz dat one dae .

Saranghae

* dis feeling is so weird but miracle do happen sumtymes lerr .

past loved

2009-12-08T13:48:00.000-08:00

Juz as i get over it, u came bck . U came bck not bcause of me but it was bcause of urself .

I admit, i do need u in my lyfe, i miss ur smile, ur laughter and everyting about u .

But i began to realise dat u have changed soo much .

My heart sinks evertyme i tend to remember ur promises, ur empty promises .

I struggle alone all dis while, bringing bck my courage to move onn .

It was hard, soo hard dat i almost give up in lyfe .

Thank God, with blissfull frens around me, i stand up again .

Have u ever ask urself, why u did dis to me ? cause till now i had never find the ans to it .

I thought u were my bestfren, my lover and my everyting but it turn out to be the other wae round .

Do you knoe how much i love u bck den ? Do you knoe how hurt i was bck den ?

U left me alone, alone all by myself .

Now den i realise everting ... everyting ..

U might olreadi find sumone u love ryte now, but u will never find sumone dat love u lyke i once did .

Take care ...

Changed

2009-12-08T04:10:00.000-08:00

Yes, ive changed my link again .

Why ive change again ?

If you knoe me well, by seeing how my link sound, den probably ..

u will knoe why ya, hahaa .